And I'm Done..

Call it poetry, call it random thoughts, call it bursts of emotions. What have you. But the truth is, it has no rhyme or reason, but it's what I feel.

I'm done.
With this place, with this time, with these people.
I need a change.
Complete renewal.
Of myself, of my life, of my being.
It's time to move.
The time is now.
A new year is coming.
This place is a dead end.
Nothing positive is here.
Bad memories at best.
I want to, no...HAVE to leave.
Now is the time.

GAH!!

I haven't posted in a week...sooo I figured I'd write a blog since I CAN'T SLEEP, go figure eh? An insomniac? Who can't sleep, UNHEARD OF! Anyway..I uhm...yea...random thought time?

I'm crocheting a hat, a bear hat, with bear ears and ear flaps..it's going to be awesome...and I'll post a picture of it when I get it done, then I'm going to make mittens, bear mittens...yes

My brother graduates college tommorow FINALLY, I have to be up suuuper early (6:30) buuuut that's usually the time I go to sleep...I can't help it, my clock is all messed up. So I'm awake...after taking 2 sleep aides (don't worry doctor prescribed)..still wide awake. WHY...oh I'm just going to be a happy camper tommorow...PLUS PMS...bahaha TMI, I know, I don't care.

My pups are snoring. Well Jazmine is snoring, but they are both sleeping, next to me, in my bed. They are good bed heaters. They like to bury their noses when it's cold outside awww puppieeeees

I've been meaning to post a first vlog video on my youtube channel, and I'm going to have a separate blog for that channel to talk about random things. I don't remember if I mentioned it before but the channel is youtube.com/gobbledegookey. And the blog will be gobbledegookey.blogspot.com. Check it out (it's not made yet so don't really, but really check it out when it's made).

Graphics.

I want to sleep...

These are random thoughts if you haven't noticed...

Ok I'm done, maybe I'll make the gobbledegookey blog?

Peace & Love

Yada yada yada

I have no subject...these are ramblings...and I mean RAMBLINGS...just random things that pop into my head with no rhyme or reason...but I'll be nice and space out the subjects...or try..HERE I GOOO

Ok I want to make random youtube videos, about random things. I love makeup but I don't want to do makeup tutorials because there's SO many people that do that YO. Might be cool to do...I'm going to do it. But I don't like my youtube username...but it's linked to my google account, that is linked to this. What the hell Google? Why can't you make things easy? I'm going to investigate into this matter further...

My dog is laying on my legs..she's heavy, warm, and snoring.

I really want to get up and get some milk...but again my dog is laying on my legs...she's such a cute babygirldogdeer, yes deer because she's huge..I think she's bigger than me...large.

Heffalumps and woozles.

Sunday is my mom's birthday..I need to get her a present.

These earphones hurt my ears.

IPod

I'm playing hangman right now with my friend D

I can't find my tripod..maybe it's under the pile of laundry I need to do tommorow? Where are you tripod!?

Any suggestions on my first youtube vlog/video/ramble. I want to have a subject to talk about...

I have the song Tiptoe Thru The Tulips in my head...never heard it? Check it out.

Ok that's all...my bedspread is leaves..I think I need to change seasons...waaaah

I don't like reality tv.

LOVE YALL PEACE!

Pet Peeves

I've been meaning to make this for a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time, so here it is...my list of pet peeves.
I get asked this question a lot and I always say that I need to make a list. So I'm going to, with commentary...and I'll probably come across as a bitch, but...these are my pet peeves a.k.a. things that really annoy me..In no particular order...here goes..

- Loud eaters - I really really really REEAALLLY hate listening to someone eat. Loudly. Smack smack smack mmm yummm hmmmm mmmmm It's enough for me to lose my appetite, it's probably my least favorite thing ever.

- Girls who scream at random times in public - Really? I know you missed your friend but you act like she was just rescued from a deserted island or came back from the dead. It's not necessary...really it isn't.

- Girls who dress like tramps - Sweetie...while it may get his attention, it wont get you a husband.

- Bad breath - Just brush your damn teeth...gum, mint, something.

- Bad drivers - Do NOT pull out in front of me, drive 20 miles under the speed limit, or honk for no apparent reason..you will get the finger.

- Anger for no apparent reason - People who are just angry, for no reason at all, should really reevaluate their life. Is it really that bad that your rebate is mail in instead of immediate? Do you have to call management and make me wait in line for another 20 minutes....NO they aren't going to accept a blank check from someone who isn't you no matter how much you argue....Really? You're mad because you aren't 21 and trying to buy alcohol? I could go on and on...

- Talking about inappropriate things while eating - I HATE POOP

- Girls who wear makeup that's too dark - really...I know you want to be tan but you look like a clown with that makeup line.

- Guys who try to grow beards but they cant... - I know you're a man, and maybe you look like a little boy without facial hair, but when you try to grow a beard or mustache and it grows in patchy, you don't look like a man, you look like a serial killer.

- Girls who claim they are models who clearly aren't - This might just be a model thing...but those of us who are, and have gotten paid work, and work HARD, get a little annoyed when girls take pictures in the mirror and post it in a folder they call Modeling or Portfolio...Don't kid yourself sweetie, those are myspace photos.

- People who don't flush the toilet after they use it.... - Is it really that hard to push a handle...are you in that much of a hurry? Use a diaper next time..

- Closeminded people - Don't argue with me when you don't know what the hell you are talking about and completely dismiss any other opinions that are different from your own.

- People who walk down the middle of a parking lot - Like right down the center of the lane...when people are trying to park. I will run you down.

- Bad Spellers - I have a thing with bad spelling...I mean significantly bad spelling...I will correct you, and then you will think I'm a bitch.

- Bad grammar - Using the wrong case of your and you're, or there, they're, their.

- Texting errors - This isn't hard to explain...just write out the word... U = you, whut = what, probs or prly = probably, OR people who just send a text message with one letter "k"

This will be added to....I just can't think of anymore that stand out right now

LOVE

Christmas Time Is Here!

I have been inspired to make a Christmas list. I have a wishlist on Amazon.com. But it's very lengthy and random (thank you Ambien for letting me add pirate things to my Amazon.com wishlist). Anywho, thought I would post here since the people who ask for it have this address. And anyone who wants to get me something WINK WINK...lol Ok so here it is...prepare for old lady..YAY

BOOKS
Fragments: Poems, Letters, Intimate Notes – Marilyn Monroe
Full Dark, No Stars – Stephen King
Family Secrets: The Case That Crippled the Chicago Mob – Jeff Coen
For The Sins of My Father: The Legacy of a Mafia Life – Albert DeMeo
The First Family: Terror, Extortion, Revenge, Murder and the Birth of the American Mafia – Mike Dash
The Last Godfathers: Inside the Mafia’s Most Infamous Family – John Follain

MOVIES
Goodfellas
Hangover
Brooklyn’s Finest
The Untouchables
Band of Brothers series

CRAFT
Polymer clay, any and all colors
Size H crocheting needle
Yarn (something cool beans)
Jewelry findings

OTHER
Grey knee high flat boots
Daisy by Marc Jacobs Perfume
Starbucks Gift Card
Borders or Barnes & Noble Gift Card
Michael's Gift Card
Gloria Jean’s S’Mores Coffee (Whole Bean)
Gloria Jean’s German Chocolate Cake Coffee (Whole Bean)