It is a New Year..

I didn't celebrate New Years Eve, the end of 2010. 2010 was a terrible year.

I hope that this year brings new hope, the last few have been very rough indeed. I don't feel like myself right now, I have a severe head cold/chest cold, maybe sinus infection and bronchitis, so my head is floating. But I wanted to write a blog, just to write, and to permanently put 2010 in the past.

Normally I have no problem putting things behind me and moving forward, but with everything that has happened, I don't know where to begin. What happened to me will stay with me for the rest of my life, my scars are emotional as well as physical, so I'm learning to look inside myself for the strength that I need to move ahead. So my resolutions (and explanations of each of course) are as follows.

New Year, New You...I am a new person, and this is where my life begins.

1) Exercise. I want to be able to run again or walk, cardio, something. My ankle is still giving my problems, but I want to get to the point where I can work out like I used to and get that adrenaline going.

2) Keep a daily (or something like that) journal. I feel better when I write out my thoughts, blogging is great but I can't exactly share every aspect of my life for the world to read. So I'm going to make a journal (scrapbook style), and attempt to write in it every day whether it be poems, random thoughts, doodles, or rants.

3) More business. Get more business through advertising, and get the website up by the end of January.

4)Move. away from here.

In no particular order, but those are the things I'm aiming for this year. I find it hard to believe its already January, I missed so much of 2010 from being confined to a bed or wheelchair. It's really depressing. But here I am. This is me, moving forward. 2010 is behind me, as well as everyone who abandoned me that were once friends. I'm looking ahead.

I'm at the starting line for the rest of my life, ready as I've ever been.

A new life, a new me. This is the first day.