There are like...a MILLION things on my mind right now...WHY is it, that I think the most at night!? This blog is going to be...SOOOO random.. but I guess...I'm a random person.
INSOMNIA - Some people think, "wow, an insomniac, that's so cool, so you don't sleep at all?" No, I do sleep, but when I do sleep it's usually the result of exhaustion or a sleep aide. Without a sleep aide I will stay awake ALL night, wide awake, nothing to do but to sit here, think and blog. "Stephanie you need a hobby"...How many hobbies do I need? Painting, Makeup, Clay, Youtube, Blogging, oh and we can't forget those wonderful Zynga games. Yes Zynga, I would like to thank you for making these games...there must be some of you who are insomniacs too. Maybe I should just start a Vlog...confessions of an insomniac? haha oh..this is making me sound so angry..I'm not, but I just wish, maybe just one night, that I would be able to sleep like a normal person. Yep that's my insomnia rant...
HATE - Ok..I hate the word "hate"...there are very few instances that I can use the word and have a true feeling behind it...I won't name examples because that is just...not right. What I GREATLY DISLIKE is people who spread their hate around, like this parasitic disease, this monster that they unleash on the world. Some people just absolutely REFUSE to keep their hate to themselves. In my opinion there is NO reason for it at all! They fail to have the ability of an open mind, and a positive spirit...WHY do these people do this?
LIFE - I'm not sure how to even begin or end this...this could be long, this could be short, because I have to choose my words carefully...OK, I decided this is going to be long, but it's my thoughts that I'm typing, so it might not make sense, but I'll try the best that I can, because I type (or write) how I talk...soooo just bear that in mind. I used the topic "life" because there are real no specifics of this that I can think "oh yea, that's what this is about". Let's see...how to start...I am beginning to see that not everyone lives in a real world...what I mean is...a lot of people, that I have observed, have a false/warped/off-kilter sense of reality. I don't want to rain on anyone's parade, but life isn't always going to be sunshine and rainbows, not everything is going to be walking on easy street. People have to make sacrifices if they want to do something, follow a dream, etc. Making sacrifices isn't necessarily a bad thing. Take school, as an example, is college easy? Nope it sure isn't. You have to make sacrifices such as studying, expenses, papers, to finish it, but when you do, you feel accomplished and you are one step closer to your goals...this is just an example, but it can be applied to just about everything. When you decide what your goals are and what you want to do, stand firm, be certain, and go for it with everything you have. It might be uncomfortable, it might be downright a pain in your rear, but when you finish, you will look back and be proud, because you made those sacrifices to be where you are, and no one can take that away.
Here's some quotes to get you motivated....and to better explain what I'm saying!!
"The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this: Decide what you want."
"Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in our life. If we were to go through our life without any obstacles, we would be crippled. We would not be as strong as what we could have been. Give every opportunity a chance, leave no room for regrets."
"Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets...So love the people who treat you right, and forget the ones that don't, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said it would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it"
The last quote is a favorite of mine...it's everything that I believe...and, well...everything I'm trying to say!
That's all I have, I poured out my heart, my soul, and now I need to let my mind rest. Enjoy every day, and please please don't forget to cherish every moment.
Much love from a tired, but very wide-awake pirate-captain-girl-puppy mom
I'll stop rambling...Goodnight
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